Ok here goes random/unorganized stuff about me.

My name’s Marina. I’m 15 but I don’t necessarily act like it, except for the whole hormonal teenage angst thing. I get emotionally attached to objects very easily. I’m extremely passive aggressive. I’m a real pessimistic person, I like to ruin things, I have a habit of upsetting myself and sulking in it for hours or days at a time. I get told I’m funny a lot. I try to be there for people and give them advice but I get angry when they don’t take it so I just stick to making ‘em laugh. I pride myself in that kinduh stuff. I judge people on their music and shoe tastes. But also on a lot of other stuff. I over-analyze people to the point where I’ll be disgusted with the person, so I don’t really know many people that I actually enjoy being with and stuff. I find comfort in knowing I can easily figure people out, but no one can ever figure me out. I have multiple sides to me but I never show all of them to one person. I have more pet peeves than the average human being times ten million and five. I get sick of people extremely easily but I almost never walk on of their lives, but that doesn’t mean I’ll chase you if you walk out of mine. I break down a lot. I don’t really believe in God but I consider Katt Williams my own personal Christ. When I’m sad, I spend hours watching him or Dave Chappelle or Kevin Hart on youtube. I laugh a lot. I rant a lot. I’m not really social at all. I’m really into horror movies. Texas Chainsaw Massacre is my favorite. I dig real freaky shit. I love gore. I have an obsession with serial killers but I don’t really talk about them unless I’m comfortable with you, since most people are uneasy with the subject. I say I’m gonna kill myself on a daily basis. A lot of people are scared or intimidated by me, it boosts my ego. I’m never satisfied with anything. I mostly listen to pop punk, but I listen to a lot of other stuff to. I especially have a soft side for rap, especially G-Unit, ahah. I curse and say nigga more than I think is appropriate but that doesn’t stop me. I’m Egyptian and proud of it but I’m not traditional at all. Yes, I can speak Arabic. I met Travis Barker on 3/26/11 (picture) and I saw blink-182 live on 8/9/11, and they’ve been the best days of my life. I really love Scooby Doo and Monk. I can watch those two shows until my insides rot. I love the ocean and the moon a whole lot. Besides that, I really love my boyfriend. His name is Dylan. I think too much.  A lot of people call me a sadist but I really don’t think I am. I have extremely strong opinions but I am no where near small minded. I like all seasons but Winter is my favorite. I’m not a real confident person with my looks and all but I randomly get some days where I feel beautiful. I tell a lot of racist jokes but I never mean them. I can be the rudest person you’ll ever meet or the nicest, it depends how I’m feeling that day. I hold on to things forever and I almost never get over anything. I’m either extremely happy or extremely unhappy. I only have extremes, no in-betweens. I’m working on “fixing” myself, but it’s hard as hell. Uhm. That’s all for now I think. I’ll add more as I think of stuff. I guess if you wanna know more, my personal blog is: yeahwelltoughshit.tumblr.com. It has a password on it for a reason I won’t bother explaining. I’ll give the password to basically anyone, all you have to do is ask un-anonymously. I don’t trust anyone anymore, sorry. Also, message me if you read this whole thing.